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Marshanda Tiba-tiba Curhat Penyakitnya dan Kerinduan dengan Buah Hati, Banjir Simpati

Dalam curhat yang ditulis dalam bahasa Inggris itu, Caca-panggilan Marshanda- merasakan kerinduan mendalam terhadap putrinya.

Marshanda Tiba-tiba Curhat Penyakitnya dan Kerinduan dengan Buah Hati, Banjir Simpati
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SURYA.c.id - Artis Marshanda tiba-tiba menuliskan curahan hati di laman instagramnya.

Dalam curhat yang ditulis dalam bahasa Inggris itu, Caca-panggilan Marshanda- merasakan kerinduan mendalam terhadap putri semata wayangnya, Sienna Kasyafani. 

Dia merasa berdosa telah kehilangan buah hatinya itu. 

Mantan kekasih Egi John Foreisythe ini juga mengungkap penyakit yang diidapnya hingga dia harus kehilangan Sienna. 

Dia merasa banyak orang membicarakan hal itu di belakangnya hingga membuatnya merasa bersalah dan malu. 

Saat ini yang hanya bisa dilakukan hanya berharap dan berdoa ada keajaiban. 

Baca: Ben Kasyafani Tanggapi Curhat Marshanda Soal Anak dan Penyakitnya, Bikin Nangis!

Berikut curhat selengkapnya Marshanda: instagram.com/marshanda99
"-Part 1 of 1-
.
What can I do
I am guilty
Of losing you.
.
What can i do
I am guilty
Not blaming my illness but that is my weakness.
.
I got lost.
And nobody wins when they tried to save me from falling.
I had to fall. Says God.
.
And until today I cant see why I had to.
Cause it got me losing you.
.
I am guilty and I am ashamed.
People talk about me behind my back.
Saying I can’t bear sanity.
I can’t bear life.
Because I am ill.
.
And now what should I do.
When all I can think about is the thought of losing you.
My daughter.
.
And I miss you, everyday.
And I cry for you, everyday.
I am lost. And in this case I am lost forever.
.
I can only hope and pray for miracle.
I dont even believe that I still deserve the feeling of hope.
I’ve made too big of a mistake.
.
I am left with questions and tears.
I saw people around me.
Being allowed to be with their children.
Pushing me far away from the right self-concept I am supposed to have about myself.
Pushing me far away from seeing myself as a capable human being. Capable of being a mother.
.
I have lost.
I’ve lost you and I lost everything.
And I‘ve forgotten how to have hope.
Tried to understand this chapter of life.
And I can’t understand a thing.
The inner wisdom I usually find in me, is in silence.
.
God help me.
I am lost.
I am ashamed.
What are You trying to tell me?
I am lost.
And everybody talks behind my back.
About how it is normal for me to lose.
How it makes sense.
.
So I just try to bear with the thought of living with my worst self.
The incapable human. The inadequate parent. The one nobody can trust.
And carry on.
And carry on.
And carry on.
.
.
#motivation #honesty #vulnerabilityispower #vulnerabilityisstrength #positivity
#empowerment #marshedpoem #marshedQuote
#enlightenement
#motivationandpositivity
#innerstrength #innerpeace
#intellectualhearts."

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Di unggahan lain, Marshanda menjelaskan maksud curhatannya itu. 

Dikatakan, di tulisan itu dia tidak hanya ingin melampiaskan kerinduan pada buah harinya, tetapi juga ingin berbagi tulisan dengan penuh kejujuran dan kerapuhan hatinya.

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